Gag bag

I don’t think I can do it,

Even if I try to now

Cause I have strayed a bit too far

To try to find a way back and how

I have realized this a little too late

That my problem is that I just wait.

So I will just move away

Cause that just sounds as the right thing anyway

And in some parallel universe

Where love isn't a must

I think we can hit it off again

I think over there, it won’t pain.

I try to move on

But the whole damn world holds me back

I try my best to start anew

But the glimpses of the past just push through

How, oh how can I live it up now

When I myself don’t want to love.

I try to stay away

But you show up out of nowhere

I try to catch up

But you just disappear somehow

I don’t want to see you anymore

But then, truth is I don’t want you to see me see you anymore

This hatred kills me everyday

I die to be reborn as someone new

But my unfortunate good luck

Somehow just makes me die again for you

So help me die once and for all

Cause I have already died halfway anyway.

Whatever I do, wherever I am

My mind does nothing but wonder about you

Whatever I am, whatever I will be

Won’t ever matter, now that I have come to see.